Friday, October 31, 2008

I miss her

I miss that little girl.  How has that little turkey - stolen my heart? 

Thursday, October 30, 2008


I really think I need to take a day off just to clean my house....but if I take the day off I need to take some sort of drugs to make me stay super focused.  I am way too easily distracted.

I am currently watching Gilmore Girls....See, easily distracted!


Wednesday, October 29, 2008

BBM how do I love thee....

I got a blackberry curve about a month ago.  I am 100% in love with this phone.  AND BBM.  Need I say more?  C and I can chat all day and we can finally exchange photos easily!  Woo Hoo!

Today he said:
Between those eyes, lips, boobs, and legs I can't help but be turned on...I am so glad B is a moron.
my response:
I love you.


Tuesday, October 28, 2008

More love

Last night I was chatting online with C.  Turkey came in and said she wanted to chat with me too.  So, he handed her his laptop and she began "chatting" away.  It was too cute.  She was just blah blah blah-ing away, it looked something like this:  weoulagbadfoangaldfadbnadglkjfgna, alkdgdagbiaosfgldkgnorhynd, aoignfdagdk  jewnrofjkfnasodlkpoert982742, etc.  At one point C asked her "Turkey, what are you saying?" She responded, "that says 'I love H', daddy."  So cute!!

Also, my very favorite part of the picture are her toes.  I can tell that she was moving them around while she was chatting with me.  Precious.  I'll be happy to borrow her anytime!

Monday, October 27, 2008


Guess what!?  He loves me.  He told me last night.  And I love him.  I have for a while.  I am not sure when....but really it's been a little bit.  He's awesome.

Then today....

He picked up the Tumble Turkey and she wanted to call me!  C asked TT if she wanted to call his mom and say Hi and she said "No, let's call the girl I told I was in the dungeon.  You know.  Let's call H".  

Fantastic.  I am in love with 2 people at once.  Now I understand how people can do that....  


Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Retail Therapy=Wonderful Wednesday

Today my mom got on my nerves.  She was mean a couple of times - not to me - to other people - other people who didn't deserve it....She was talking about one person being fat and then she got sassy when I said someone wouldn't care about xyz....Bah Humbug!

I was grouchy - So I went shopping.  Shopping made it a Wonderful Wednesday!

I got some frillies for my C.  
I got some new jeans - I paid way too much.
I got a new ring and a long faux pearl necklace - ala Carrie Bradshaw.

It was good.  It felt lovely.


Tuesday, October 21, 2008


So I was bbm-ing with the ex's girlfriend yesterday.  She sent me a picture of a couple of pumpkins that the ex and her kids carved.  

I replied - that's great, I wonder if he will help you decorate the Christmas tree - he never did that with me.  

her: yeah - he really does some things that annoy me - I am sure they annoyed you too....but I know life can't be perfect.

me:  really?  because my life is perfect.  - I wasn't trying to give her a dig - but can be.  There is no reason you can't be with someone who really truly makes you happy - happy all the time.

her:  well, I am happy - super duper happy....

Just some food for thought.


Sunday, October 19, 2008

May I?

I have gotten the opportunity to spend a little time with C's daughter the last few weeks.  She is a doll.  Here are things that have caused me to melt into a puddle on the floor:

  • May I have some of your pickle?  Followed by her taking the tiniest bite out of the seed area.  
  • What does it taste like? Me: Popsicles E: May I taste it?  Followed by her licking the top of the lid and then tasting and asking, May I have all of this?
  • Hil-we, you want to color with me?
  • Her acting shy then slowly coming closer to me on the couch and finally saying, Um, if it's alright may I sit in your lap?
  • Seeing she and C interact.  They make me happy.

So hot.

Today, we went to Gabriel's baptism and he looked amazing.  See above....  He was wearing a 3 piece suit and a great turquoise tie.  I was wearing a low cut black dress and leopard heels.  We looked good...He is way way to handsome for me....  

Rewind to last week:

I was in Kansas all week last as soon as I got home I ran to C's arms.  I couldn't wait to get to him.  I went there on Friday night, we went to dinner, and then we drove around looking at homes we couldn't afford unless we won the lottery.  Yesterday he came up here - later than planned - but that's fine, we made dinner and enjoyed ourselves.  It seems that everything in our relationship is simple and organic.  I know I have said these things before - but it is so cool.

I am so glad I have him.  


Wednesday, October 15, 2008

A new favorite

I little while back I told C that my mom always made me scrub my elbows.  Kinda like some moms say "wash behind your ears", mine would say "scrub your elbows really good, ok!?!".  Now everytime we are showering he takes time to scrub my elbows.  It's really sweet.  Maybe, I might just love him.

Sunday, October 12, 2008


I have such a wonderfully blessed life.  I am so glad that God has brought C into my life.  On top of that he blessed me with wonderful friends and a good job (it annoys me sometimes but it's a good job).  It's a short post but I just want to say thank you to all the people in my life who are awesome and who support me.  And, thanks to God for giving you all to me.


Friday, October 10, 2008


Gosh!  Jeff was right when he said there was a serious case of the "Pregnancy Flu" going around.  I currently have 4 pregnant friends and a friend who just had a baby 10 days ago.  Not to mention Emma and Zaya who were born in April and August.  There are so many babies to love and even though it makes me very happy to love them, it makes me sad that I can't have one.  

How on earth am I working on getting divorced and dating a man who lives 3 hours away and thinking I really want to have a baby?  How can my clock be ticking so loudly at such a horrible time in my life?  I am in between.  I am happy with my new manfriend.  Very, very happy.  But not at all in a place where I should be thinking about having a teenie bundle of joy.  


Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Finally something's wrong with him...

Yesterday I finally figured out something that is wrong with my new manfriend.  When you go places ie. the store, the mall, etc - he gets out of the car and walks away.  He doesn't wait for me to get out and walk with me - he just takes off.  I don't like that.  I will have to work on that with him because that is a stunt I pull if I am pissed off.  hmmmm.

on a lighter note....

We went to Paula's yesterday for dinner and to take some pictures of her new little one.  The pictures turned out horribly because of the lighting and Gabriel moving around a lot - but dinner was good and I think we had fun.  

All for now,

Friday, October 3, 2008

Funny Story

So, I got a phone call a little bit ago....

My friend Brad called....He told me that he has to be the best man in his sister's wedding tomorrow because the original best man has to work....How is it possible that someone has to work the weekend of a wedding that they have been planning on for months?  

Anyway - he wasn't super supportive of this wedding in the first place...Only because he thinks they are rushing in....And now HAHAHAHAHA he has to put on a big smiley face and rock out as the best best man ever!