Me. I have this problem with really really disliking people but just being as sweet as sugar to them. I just realized this today when I was messaging my boss. On the inside, I am all rotten and upset. I am upset that I have been left out of the "New Year Events". We have 4. They are to give people pats on the back for last year and pump up everyone for the upcoming year. In the past I have been fully involved in the event. This year - not so much. This year, I have totally gotten the cold shoulder from my bosses and whatnot. It is irritating. I want to help. I want to be involved. I want to get to hang with my team.
I have a strong feeling the reason I am getting the cold shoulder is because I applied for a new job. It's so high school.